I've been busy and bored

What can I say, I’ve been busy. Work is taking as much of me as it can get, so I’m left with very little else. Sure maybe I should consider moving on, but I don’t have the time to figure that out right now. Either way, I’ve got a second. I did give up acting. That was the first big thing. I told my agent in tears that I can’t do this crap anymore. Seriously can’t sit around in castings surrounded by people prettier, smarter, better and more suited to this industry than me. I’m not cut out for brown nosing and constant cheerfulness. I can fake it every once in a while, I’m an actress but I get the taste of vomit in the back of my mouth from being that way. I see other people doing it so effortlessly and I wonder why I can’t, but then do I want to become one of those people…uhm…not really. Ja, so there’s that. It feels like I’ve cut off one of my limbs and I have no idea what to do with my life. I’m frustrated and moody ever since but then I’m sure it will get better before long. Doesn’t help that I’m hungry all the time due to a strict diet either. My boyfriend recently pronounced his disgust at the potbelly I developed since I quit smoking. Fair enough I gained weight since I stopped smoking, but it’s a bit of a thing living with someone you love and he thinks your body is kinda gross. Hmmm.

The other thing is we got a new kitten. His name is Poe, and he’s awesome. We got him just as he arrived at DARG where we adopted him from. He wasn’t even taken to a kennel yet, he was signed in and signed out to us. It must have been some kind of record. Gethyn had a vision of this kitten and he suits us very well, he is the perfect little soul for us. I’m going to collect my camera from the repair place now (the same problem with it as before) and with luck I’ll be posting pics of Junior soon.

The rest are all gory details, I have too much regards for my readers to bore you with rage and tears. More soon.